it's not life that matters but the journey...

its my first entry into this journal, which my good friend Sarah suggested I do, and its late afternoon on my fifth day in Japan. I almost thought I wouldn't get here, as my departure from Seattle was wrought with difficulties. But my cat and I did arrive on Japanese soil intact. Poor Leo (the cat) is still at the airport, and he still has about 9 days of his confinement. But I am here in Fuji city, with the view of Mt. Fuji (partially obstructed by an enormous electric tower) from our bedroom window. I'm afraid that the honeymoon phase might have already worn off as I face my future here with a little trepidation. I can't say I miss the U.S. yet - its too soon. I just miss being able to understand everything that is going on around me all of the time. And I miss my own freedom, since so far I am relying on my husband for all transportation. there used to be a drug store right across the street, but its been closed since we were here over 3 years ago - so there is nowhere really close by for me to walk for chocolates or a drink. I've been sleeping at night, but not much energy during the day due to jet lag. I think its almost gone by now. So I haven't been studying or using Japanese much yet. Though last night we did attend a house party with a few of Masahiko's friends, and of course me being the only foreigner, I was the only one not fully enjoying the lively conversation. I did have to put up with the typical comments regarding my height, my long legs,(I guess I'm taller than most of the older men in Japan), and curiosity that I can eat Japanese food (don't other foreigners eat sushi and sashimi?) Anyway, I was happy at how much I could understand of their Japanese babble, but disappointed at how far I still have to go. We haven't even turned on the television so its just been music, my own DVDs and my writing for entertainment. except for the first night that I arrived, on which it was pouring rain, the weather has been sunny and warm. today, clouds came in and out, but I was unable to get out of the house due to depression on the part of my other half. sometimes that will happen, I guess. we're looking forward to a busy time next week. we've been invited to a cabin on a lake in Nagano prefecture - and we'll head to Narita to pick up Leo. I'll be meeting friends soon enough. I just want something good to happen to make it all worthwhile. . .