it's not life that matters but the journey...

so so tired - I wanted to write something this morning but didn't have time (met my friend Naomi for lunch and shopping before I went to work tonight). On my days off I was not motivated because we had four straight days of rain and it got depressing! today the sun was shining and it was beautiful and warm (but not hot thankfully). I have my first student at home tomorrow - hope it works out well! And I need to find out if my tutoring is cancelled again this week or if I can make some money! I've finished the 4th Harry Potter book and started the 5th. should be spending more time writing than reading, but its just not there these days (the creativity and motivation). When I read something well written (or something thats just plain popular like Harry Potter), I give up the idea of ever writing anything good enough to be published. its not writing talent, its the ability to create a story and characters that sells - that and luck! I don't know if I have any of that at all.