it's not life that matters but the journey...

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I'm so so tired. I actually slept about 7 hours last night which is a miracle (Leo didn't keep us awake the last two nights - I wonder if he is okay... )

So why am I tired? Lack of cheerfulness? Lack of vitamins?

I thought that the worst of my stress was over since M got his job and since I got a chance to see my family and get away for a little bit. But it seems that it's worse now because of this impending move. I have to explain to prospective apartments why I am breaking my current lease, and why I have no job history for the last year... *sigh* I just want to magically be moved into another apartment, with furniture, with time to watch movies and write, and spend time with my husband. all we do is fight these days. we both have too much on our plates.

and I miss my LJ friends (not to mention my friends in real life who I have lost touch with)...
I have been so bad about replying to anyone's posts or emails, so I guess it's my come-uppance that no one is replying to mine.

*sigh*

well, on a happier note, we did find a nice apartment in Mount Prospect. It's so nice - with tons of little fountains and ponds and walking paths and balconies. I just hope they will rent to us since we are in this nightmare situation with my current apartment manager. I can't use her as a reference since we are going to a legal agency this coming weekend to break our lease. ah, the drama...

stay tuned, and please drop by to say hi!!