it's not life that matters but the journey...

It must be scary to have an uncertain future. Either way, I hope things work out best for you, where ever your life takes you.
You're right, the economy here isn't so grand, but is it doing well anywhere else? If you moved back, would you have any support?

I try to do this morning ritual, and I feel silly admitting it, but I try to get up and shortly after start dancing and singing... I like to try that song from Ke$ha (or however it is spelled), the one that starts: "Wake up in the morning feeling like P Diddy/Got my glasses on, I'm out the door/I'm gonna hit this city". *Laughs*
It seems to motive me a little... <3