it's not life that matters but the journey...

I think my head is going to explode. I've read about 200 pages this weekend and still have 150 to go before the test on Thursday. This weekend it's been family and criminal law, and now I have to read 3 chapters on legal research. You might be asking: why are you reading it all in one week? well, the last two months of my life were hijacked by life and other circumstances, and all of my energy was gone. So I'm really catching up now. Luckily, my estate planning teacher pushed our final up to the 18th - so I have one test this week and one next week. I'm more than ready for it to all be over. don't get me wrong - I love the material, and I want to get into this field, but I don't want to be a student anymore. I want my free time back. I want to knit, watch movies, waste time on LJ (oh but that's not waste of time is it?), and even study Japanese. I know that's also learning, but it's not the learning I mind. I just don't want to go to classes. it's such a waste of time for me.

anyway, soon it will be done. then I can also focus on getting another job. I haven't forgotten how miserable I am at this company - but I'm just too busy to extend any effort to get out.

in other news, it's ridiculously cold and miserable weather here. see my icon? i am not that elated with the snow that we had last week. I don't remember last winter being so ugly -but it probably was. I spent 20 minutes getting a thick layer of ice off of my car windows today before I could even leave. ICE!?? it was so thick I could only break it with hot water. did I mention I want to live in Hawaii??

finally, I think I'm the only person still watching Smallville - I just finished the DVD's of Season 6, and now I need to catch up on Season 7 - but there are hardly any downloads. it's ridiculous - and I can't watch it on The CW site - the episodes aren't available. I could watch Supernatural on there though...

speaking of Supernatural - I can't believe the next episode (and the last B4 another hiatus) is on the same night as my final!!

oh and last but not least - cards are on the way tomorrow. it's a bit late, and I hope that they arrive before the 25th, but at least they'll arrive before the end of the year - that's still the season right?

i miss you all!! sorry I'm not around - I will be very very soon!!