it's not life that matters but the journey...

thanks for your comments! it is really a difficult time again - now my husband wants to possibly come back to the u.s. again, so there's a lot to think about!

yes I do think that my path through life has not ben the simple one - it's been very full of challenges, new experiences and constant decisions. it's been fun at times, and at others just difficult. thanks for helping me see that I do have choices though - and that my life hasn't been wasted. I am trying to think of my own needs, but I also want my husband to be happy. I"m not sure how to do that, hopefully he can help to think what will make him happy! I can't think for both of us much longer.

thanks! I am having a great time so far, just being in my own country, where it's not hot, and around family!

*Hugs*