it's not life that matters but the journey...

thank you so much for your great comments and advice. I totally appreciate the supportive shoulder whether it's "virtual" or not:) It really helped me to put things into perspective. I'm glad to know that someone understands my frustration about the easy, comfortable life vs. the more scary life in which we take control and become, as you said "active participants" in our own lives. What you said is exactly right, and it summed up the way that I'm feeling. I'm so glad you shared your thoughts - it makes me feel a lot better.

I know you're right about Japan too - I won't ever forget my experiences there. I had some great times there, and I do have Japan in my heart and soul. I'm definitely going back there someday - either just to visit or to live.

about "Girl with the Pearl Earring" - I watched it last night and I kind of liked it, but I was kind of disappointed. I thought that it was slow, and the ending was very abrupt and weird. I expected more. But I did like the actors.

thanks again for your great support and advice. It means a lot!!

have a great day!! and good luck with all you have to do for your own big change. I'll try to be supportive for you too, if you need it... just let me know!