the colors around us

[laurainlimbo]

got this from dawnie1970 - it's interesting, so read it:)



RED
1. Closest red thing to you: a ballpoint pen
2. Last thing to make you angry: the people I work with
3. Do you have a temper: sometimes
4. Are you a fan of romance: yes when I'm happy in love

ORANGE
1. Closest orange thing to you: guitar pick
2. Do you like to burn things: just candles
3. Dress up for Halloween: not recently, but I would if I Had an opportunity
4. Are you usually a warm-hearted person: Yes
5. Do you have anything against redheaded people: no
6. Are you usually full of energy: not often enough, but I try:)

YELLOW
1. Closest yellow thing: a file folder
2. The happiest time[s] of your life: when I was in college
3. Favorite holiday: Halloween
4. Are you a coward: only about certain things, like darkness and crazy people
5. Do you burn or tan: I burn

GREEN
1. Closest green thing to you: my coffee mug
2. Do you care about the environment: absolutely!
3. Are you jealous of anyone right now: only my sister because she has everything she wants, including a baby (but it's more happiness for her than jealousy really)
4. Are you a lucky person: no
5. Do you always want what you can’t have: not at all
6. Do you like being outdoors: I love it!
7. Are you Irish: a very little, yes

BLUE
1. Closest blue thing to you: my sofa cover
2. Are you good at calming people down: I try to be
3. Do you like the sea: I love the sea and want to live near it
4. What was the last thing that made you cry: I cry all the time - but probably when I watched "Babel"
5. Are you a logical thinker: not really
6. Can you sleep easily: I have trouble falling asleep, but once I'm out, I'm good:)

PURPLE
1. Last purple thing you saw: blueberry yogurt
2. Like being treated to expensive things: I don't care about expensive things
3. Do you like mysterious things: I love them! Mysteries rule my world
4. Favorite type of chocolate: all, but especially dark -- chocolate rules my world too!
5. Ever met anyone in royalty: no but I've met famous people - does that count?
6. Are you creative: I like to think so

PINK
1. Closest pink thing to you: my sweatshirt
2. Do you like sweet things: Yes, I'm a big sweet tooth!
3. Like play-fighting: no
4. Are you sensitive: extremely
5. Do you like music: Yes, very much - and all types!

WHITE
1. Closest white thing to you: the paper in the printer
2. Would you say you’re innocent: no - but I wish I was
3. Good at keeping the peace: yes
4. Do you like to play in the snow: I love it if I don't have to go anywhere
5. Are you afraid of going to the doctor or dentist: I hate the dentist - and I hate needles!

BLACK
1. Closest black thing to you: the speakers on my computer
2. Ever enjoy hurting people: absolutely NOT
3. Are you sophisticated or silly: I'm both - definitely both
4. Would you like to go to space: I would love it - when can I sign up?
5. What is your favorite color: green
6. Does the color you wear affect your mood: no

Comments

[dawnie1970.livejournal.com]

I wish I had good advice, but all I can really say is that you have to think of yourself first, protect yourself and your needs. What he wants doesn't make him a bad person at all, or that he doesn't deserve to be happy, everyone is happy in their own way, but it has to mesh with someone you share your life with. I would think he would reconsider knowing it is causing you pain, obviously loving someone means you don't want them to suffer. And obviously I'm not saying do it, because it is deceitful, but what if you just got pregnant, he'd have to accept it, right? Sometimes things don't always go as planned. *heavy sigh* I hate that you are unhappy, you are truly a good person and you don't deserve to be on any level. *big hugs*

[laurainlimbo.livejournal.com]

thanks for your great reply. you're right about everything - I do have to think about myself, and that is why I'm planning to do this paralegal thing and at least protect my financial future. and what you said about just getting pregnant, believe me I've thought about it many times. but unfortunately it's not that easy. he really safeguards against my getting pregnant and sadly we don't have a hot sex life like we did when we first got married. I think if it's meant to happen, it will. and if I can't stand it not having a baby, then I will find a way to have one. even if I have to adopt one:)

thanks for being a great friend and always listening:)

*big hugs* back!

[dawnie1970.livejournal.com]

*hugs and kisses* ♥