It's already the end of the third day of my five-day vacation. Time is going way too fast. Saturday I didn't do much but laundry and cleaning. Sunday I went out with Miki and her son and daughter for shopping and then lunch. Today I went for a walk in the morning, then was home all day, just talking to my mom on Skype and sitting outside with my cat, and reading some lesson planning information online. I've watched a few tv shows (Flash Forward and Legend of the Seeker), and I've slept a lot. I'm just so tired and I don't really know why! The weather has been very pleasant - sunny and warm, and even a little breeze which makes it not so hot. But I don't have much motivation for anything at all, even though I have tons of things I want to do. I did get enough motivation to go for a walk this morning, but it was hot, and I'm so out of shape, so when I got back from my walk I had a nasty headache. I had to take a nap to make my headache go away, and even after the nap, and after drinking several cups of coffee and tea, I'm still super sleepy. what's up with that?
Anyway, I have a couple picture posts to do, starting with these photos that I took a week ago, the day after we went to the waterfalls with Alex. Last Sunday, Masahiko and I went to a park in Fujinomiya called Fujireien with two of our friends, and I took pictures of the gorgeous cherry blossoms. That was the last chance for us to see them, as they are short-lived and last about two or three weeks total. The Sakura are all now gone for another whole year!
As a preface, I should note that the park we visited, Fujireien, is owned and maintained by the Buddhist cult Soka Gakkai, and besides the gorgeous cherry blossoms and other trees and flowers, there is also a huge amount of space dedicated to a massive graveyard for Soka Gakkai's members. In the first picture you see here, and another one later on, you can see how the gravestones are all so uniform and perfectly spaced apart, just like the military cemeteries you see in the U.S. I found it to be a bit creepy, as it's not the sort of thing you expect to see in Japan, especially next to the beautiful sakura trees. it's kind of confirmation, to me, that Soka Gakkai is not affiliated with Buddhism in any way, and that it's super cultish... but you can do research and find out for yourself if you're interested. here's their website: http://www.sgi.org/ and here's some other pages about their organization: wikipedia ; about.com and one more, a page maintained by Rick Ross, an expert on cults: http://www.rickross.com/groups/gakkai.html
anyway, enough about that... I want mainly to show you the beautiful flowers, so just in case you haven't seen enough of my cherry blossom photos,

















so I have more pictures of other stuff (my junior high, some other flowers, the koinobori hanging near my house), but I'll post those a bit later. Hope everyone has a great week! me I'm off to enjoy the last remaining days of my last vacation until July.
Anyway, I have a couple picture posts to do, starting with these photos that I took a week ago, the day after we went to the waterfalls with Alex. Last Sunday, Masahiko and I went to a park in Fujinomiya called Fujireien with two of our friends, and I took pictures of the gorgeous cherry blossoms. That was the last chance for us to see them, as they are short-lived and last about two or three weeks total. The Sakura are all now gone for another whole year!
As a preface, I should note that the park we visited, Fujireien, is owned and maintained by the Buddhist cult Soka Gakkai, and besides the gorgeous cherry blossoms and other trees and flowers, there is also a huge amount of space dedicated to a massive graveyard for Soka Gakkai's members. In the first picture you see here, and another one later on, you can see how the gravestones are all so uniform and perfectly spaced apart, just like the military cemeteries you see in the U.S. I found it to be a bit creepy, as it's not the sort of thing you expect to see in Japan, especially next to the beautiful sakura trees. it's kind of confirmation, to me, that Soka Gakkai is not affiliated with Buddhism in any way, and that it's super cultish... but you can do research and find out for yourself if you're interested. here's their website: http://www.sgi.org/ and here's some other pages about their organization: wikipedia ; about.com and one more, a page maintained by Rick Ross, an expert on cults: http://www.rickross.com/groups/gakkai.html
anyway, enough about that... I want mainly to show you the beautiful flowers, so just in case you haven't seen enough of my cherry blossom photos,

















so I have more pictures of other stuff (my junior high, some other flowers, the koinobori hanging near my house), but I'll post those a bit later. Hope everyone has a great week! me I'm off to enjoy the last remaining days of my last vacation until July.
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Maybe sleep is one way your body's telling you that you've been through the emotional wringer the last few months. There's been a lot of emotional upheaval in your life, with your father passing away, you're being in Japan, and dealing with M & his depression. All of that would make me tired too.
Sleep, perchance to dream...
Hang in there Laura!
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hmm, for some reason I never thought of that - the emotional stuff I've been through (and am still going through with my husband day to day)... I am tired all the time. but I'm trying to stay positive. it's hard, but I'm trying!
*hugs tight*
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Don't feel bad that you've done nothing with your time off. That's exactly what it is - time off. You need to rest.
*hugs*
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well I didn't really want to do anything, but it would have been nice to go somewhere. M doesn't want to do anything though. it's so depressing!
*hugs*
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*hugs you tight*
I miss you!!
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If you hadn't said what those graves were I would have thought they were in a military cemetery from the war, it's a little too neat.
The cherry blossom tree in my Dad's garden always loses its petals in just a few days it seems, it's in flower now but the weather's been rather windy so I'm sure they will all be on the ground soon! Also it's a rather pitiful specimen in comparison to those in your photos!
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yes those graves do look just like military cemeteries. I think they modeled them after that idea - very uniform and precise. and yes, too neat for sure. creepy if you ask me.
that's nice your dad has a cherry blossom tree though, even if it's small. they're so pretty!
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*hugs*
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Sorry you have been so tired, you probably needed the sleep though.
Gorgeous pictures, it is sad there won't be anymore cherry blossoms till next year, they are so pretty. At least you got to take many pictures
Have a lovely week darling
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I hope I'm still here next year to see the blossoms again. I might be leaving in only a year... we'll see!
hope you had a good week and have a good weekend!
*hugs*
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I think that headaches could be from dehydration or just from fatigue. dealing with a depressed person day after day is tiring. *sigh*
thanks!